Death by football: Remembering a college friend 10 years later

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It is not news to anyone who follows professional sports that the National Football League has some serious problems, including issues with domestic abuse, banned substances and players suffering debilitating and life-shortening injuries with all-too alarming frequency.

While this crisis seems to some a recent phenomenon, it’s not. The light has only been shined on it with greater intensity recently.

I remember when I got my first real inkling that something was wrong – really wrong – with professional football. It was perhaps 18 or 19 years ago, while watching a game involving the Pittsburgh Steelers. I don’t remember who the Steelers were playing, but I do remember a specific play which was run toward the Steelers’ sideline, where Pittsburgh players not in the game were standing.

As one of the opposing players slowed up as he ran out of bounds at the end of the play, a Pittsburgh player standing along the sideline took the opportunity to deliver what in football parlance is known as a “forearm shiver,” clocking his opponent with a forearm to the head. As the opponent, not surprisingly, wasn’t expecting a blow, it had a powerful effect.

I remember the network catching the infraction and showing it again, and highlighting the culprit. It was Justin Strzelczyk, a grizzly bear of an offensive lineman. The incident was shocking not because of what happened – most every NFL game has cheap shots and late hits – but because of who committed the offense.

It stunned me because Strzelczyk, who I’d known in college, had been one of the most easygoing individuals I’d known during my time at the University of Maine. He may have been a 6-foot-6, 250-plus pound football player, but he was a genuinely good-natured guy.

I’d actually met him during his recruiting visit to Maine in 1986, when he was still a senior in high school. My dorm room was across the hall from that of one of the captains of the football team. Recruits are paired up with current team members when they visit campus and Strzelczyk spent the weekend of his recruiting visit across the hall, when he wasn’t out getting his first taste of college life.

That weekend, amid the beer, girls and good times of college, Strzelczyk was in hog heaven. I wasn’t surprised when he opted to attend Maine. We remained friends and would chat whenever we  bumped into each other on campus up until I graduated in 1988.

Strzelczyk continued to improve and was a starter and standout during the latter part of his career at Maine. The last time I saw him, ironically, was in April 1990. I’d gone back to Maine to visit some friends still in school and it happened to be the first day of that year’s NFL draft.

While walking on campus we saw each other and talked briefly; I asked him if he thought he’d be drafted. He replied that he hoped so, but he’d have to wait and see. He still had an easy way about him, despite the fact that he was hours away from learning what the future held for him.

In the end, the Pittsburgh Steelers picked him in the 11th round, No. 293 overall. Normally, 11th round draft choices don’t have much of chance of making it in the NFL, but Strzelczyk, who had size, aptitude and desire going for him, made the team.

Over the next nine seasons, Strzelczyk would play in 173 games for the Steelers, starting 75. He was versatile, starting at every position on the offensive line except center. He even played in Super Bowl XXX.

His career came to a close, as nearly all do in the NFL, because of an injury. He suffered a quadriceps tear during a game in 1998, and then was hurt the following year in bar fight. Finally, he suffered another injury during a celebrity hockey game in 2000 and was shortly afterward released by the Steelers.

Without football, Strzelczyk’s life seemed to come apart at the seams. He and his wife of eight years divorced in 2001; he was arrested for drinking and driving in 2003; and his behavior became increasingly erratic.

In the early hours of Sept. 30, 2004, 10 years ago tomorrow, Strzelczyk hopped in his truck at his Pittsburgh-area home and began driving north, toward Buffalo. As the morning wore on, his speed reached 100 miles per hour and he bumped another vehicle from behind. Shortly before 8 a.m., New York state troopers began pursuit.

As troopers began what would be a 37-mile pursuit on Interstate-90, Strzelczyk began tossing things from his truck: A bottle, papers and a folder containing the truck’s manual, according to the Pittsburgh Post-Gazette.

Strzelczyk2With the road blocked further north, Strzelczyk cut across the median and sped headfirst into opposing traffic. He would travel for several miles going against traffic before colliding head-on with a big-rig at 90 miles per hour. The driver of the big-rig survived, but Strzelczyk died instantly. He was 36 and left behind two young children.

Toxicology reports showed that Strzelczyk had no alcohol or drugs in his system. Investigators also don’t believe he hit the big-rig in an attempt to kill himself, as he passed innumerable vehicles prior to the fatal collision.

A postmortem autopsy revealed that Strzelczyk had suffered from brain damage, possibly due to his years of playing football.

Strzelczyk is one of several former NFL players to have been found post-mortem to have had a condition similar to that generally found only in boxers with dementia or people in their 80s, according to the New York Times.

Strzelczyk’s brain was examined by Dr. Bennet Omalu, a neuropathologist at the University of Pittsburgh School of Medicine, after he received permission from Strzelczyk’s mother.

Images of Strzelczyk’s brain showed “four red blotches on an otherwise tranquil sea,” according to the Times.

“This is irreversible brain damage,” Omalu said. “It’s most likely caused by concussions sustained on the football field.”

I remember reading about Strzelczyk’s death the morning after it happened while in Raleigh on a business trip. I’d followed his career but hadn’t had contact with him since that day in 1990 when he was about to be drafted. I was proud of the success he’d enjoyed over the years, but had no idea of the demons that pursued him.

I did know, however, that football had changed him – not in the way that it changes so many, with the sudden flood of wealth – but instead altered the nature of who he was, from a happy-go-lucky guy to, ultimately, someone who just wasn’t right. I knew that the player who took the cheap shot on an opponent on the Pittsburgh sidelines nearly 20 years ago wasn’t the same person I’d known in college.

Football hurt Justin Strzelczyk in ways that he couldn’t identify and, most likely, it ultimately killed him.

What’s the lesson in all this? I don’t know. Professional football remains incredibly popular in the United States, despite the litany of broken bodies. Those that make it to the NFL often have hearts the size of Texas. Still, no matter how much fortitude one possesses, it can’t offset the brutal effect that years of physical trauma can have on the brain. In the end, the quest for fleeting glory can result in very deep and very long-term debts.

13 thoughts on “Death by football: Remembering a college friend 10 years later

  1. Very interesting yet heart-wrenching post. The footballers here (soccer to you!) get paid extraordinary sums of money. These are young kids who just can’t handle that sort of wealth or the trappings that go with it. Yes, soccer is entertaining – it commands high seat prices – it is, after all, our national game – but it comes with a price for those lads, some of whom would probably have gone down the criminal route and just don’t have the infra-structure in their lives to deal with their new found wealth wisely.

    • In the US, American football and basketball players, in particular, can use their talent in sports as a means to a college education. Some do, but many others, with too many coaches turning a blind eye, only go to school to play sports and have no eye on the future. They end up with no degree, no real education and no prospects. The handful who make it to the pro franks have issues of their own to deal with. Some do so wisely, but too many others don’t. Meanwhile, the public ponies up big dollars to watch them, and then forgets about the players once they’ve been discarded for someone younger and better able to do the job.

  2. I am really sorry that happened to anyone. Something like this is the main reason why I get so ticked in discussions about college players not getting compensated in some way. Aside from the fact that I prefer the college games over the NFL, the kids you mention sliding by on grades just because they can play football are also the kids whose pro prospects can be wiped out by one clothesline or one sack.I’m not saying they should be paid weekly; I’m just saying because of the abuse their bodies take don’t we owe them more than an education? Why shouldn’t the corporations and universities that profit off these young men have to pony up some serious money? Put it in a trust, just like an insurance policy. A modest stipend, with a nice-sized chunk later when they are older, or, heaven forbid, they get really screwed up in a game.

    I also wouldn’t make a deal with any company who couldn’t prove to me that they are working on better equipment.

    Just saying.

    • I think most companies are working to improve their equipment, if for no other reason that to prevent lawsuits from being filed against them for negligence. To me, the real culprits at the college level are the universities, who make millions off college football and basketball programs, and, as you note, provide nothing beyond scholarships, and even then can be capricious in how those are doled out and who retains them.

  3. Cotton, It’s a tragedy in so many ways when it comes to conact sports. To go through life and you experienced first hand the effect of it through your friend is sad, sadder than sad. I stop watching any sports due to the injuries it sustained to the person and other person’s life.

    My niece just recently injured her knee at soccer. She’s only in her 20’s and I don’t know how this will affect her at a later age.

    Ah, perils and pitfalls of sports. Perpetua

    • I love sports – playing and watching. But perhaps a little long-term perspective would do many of us some good. I admire those who excel, especially at the higher levels; it takes incredible dedication and years of hard work. But at what cost?

      One of the teams I followed growing up was the Oakland Raiders of the NFL. Among the Raiders’ greatest players was Jim Otto, an offensive lineman. The abuse Otto’s body took was legendary, resulting in nearly 40 surgeries during and after his career, including 28 knee operations and multiple joint replacements. He has terrible arthritis and debilitating back and neck problems.

      Yet, Otto, who had to have a leg amputated a few years ago, says he wouldn’t change a thing if given the opportunity to do it over again. I admire his tenacity, but have trouble understanding it.

      Hopefully your niece will recover from her injury and not suffer any longterm impact. Overall, I know the benefits of sports – teamwork, discipline, perseverance – outweigh the negatives. But it’s not without potential pitfalls for those who don’t heed signals that something is wrong.

    • Imagine three hours of 250-pound men colliding at full speed, sometimes helmet-first, into one another, not only during games, but at practices for much of the fall. Then multiply that by innumerable years, beginning sometimes as young as 6 or 7. It takes a brutal toll.

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